^{Woohoo everyone, I got a funny ass story to tell you guys.}

^{Well, last night the whole campus was dry, I mean dryer than a motherfucker, so my friend and I decided to make a stog run last night to town, only a mile or so away. We asked our other friend Kez if she wanted to come and she was all down for it. So we started out about 6:30, we walked all the way to the fence and then followed the trail to a whole in the fence, we got through and hit the train tracks, walked all the way up, detoured, detoured back and then finally found our way to Roth's. With our crackhead walk we made it in about 15 mins give or take a little. Got the smokes and started back to campus, on our way back, we tripped and stumbled through this ugly ass grass that had hella nigger heads and pot holes and grass waist high.}

^{I ran into a fence! I didn't even see the damn thing there it was so funny I was really trucking around I just happened to look over my shoulder for that car that was following us and *spring* I shot backwards and was like "What the fuck?!?" I grabbed the fence to make sure it was there and I guess I hit it so hard the next morning I woke up with a line bruise on my leg just above my knee on my right leg, there was a small puncture wound on my stomach, so there had to have been barbed wire there. I felt so retarded but I was the one who got over the fence the easiest. I had to stand still for Kez and then she got stuck, she was like ramming her hand into my shoulder trying to get lose. She finally got over and then Von tried, she got over pretty easy.}

^{That's pretty much it except we've gotta make another run soon, when ever one of us get money cuz damn we're out.}

^{Oh yeah and yesterday (the 19th) Carlyle caught us smoking right outside the rec and he just put his head down and kept walking by us, he's part of the staff and we didn't get wrote up, I felt kind of bad though, I need to find somemore stamokes. xD}

^{p.s. jermey wrote meh! (lmao *dies*)}

^{Yeah, I lied, not a good V-day, pissy actually, I told you about my friend Sam (maybe not) well, damn it! Fuck him, he's all hooked up with Courtney, some stank ass bitch who's trying to bargin with all of us (Yvonne and I) so we won't beat her up, I want to so bad. Sam said he was never going to replace me as his best friend and what the fuck does he do, he's so fucked.}

^{here's another quick version.}

^{Ok, Hello people!}

^{How the fuck is you Valentines Day? Pretty good aye?}

^{Nada here, mine’s so fucked up, my best friend that I loved ß past tense with all my heart fucked me over so bad, he hooked up with this ugly ass girl who smells like BO and everything!! Ugly ugly zit faced bitch. They’re both so fucked up, lil pussy ass bitches, he went behind my back, I told him how much it hurt about losing a best friend and than being replaced right in front of my own very fucking hazel eyes!!!! Hurts, major hurts. Sux pretty bad too, Today during lunch only and hour and 28 minutes ago did I go into the bathroom to wash of my pop from my hands. Yvonne got me another and there they were she said, standing there holding hands. Bullshit, lil punk, no wonder she gave us cigs at lunch, Sam made me promise that I would kick her ass when I first came back, how fucking stupid, ima drag that lil stank bitch again. Good thing it’s been raining.  This is going to be so much fun, Sam too, he’s gonna get his lil ass kicked too. Very very fucked up people run this earth now days. Hooked on drugs and everything, meth addicts, lovely shit you know what I smell. Rawr rawr, ramble ramble. Happy Valentines day.}

^Shino.

^{Well everyone, funny funny thing today, remember how my mother and I fighting like retards stuck in a bubble filled room (first one to pop a bubble wins) well, she hasn't called me or anything (kinda glad for it) but yeah did you know I almost killed myself over her? Because I wasn't good enough, that I'd never be good enough...yup, that's my mother for you, she'll make you love her but she'll kill you all the same. Just got done checking her email, she's read the mail I sent her on wednesday but no reply, fuck her. Ew well.}

^{Um, my friend Yvonne is coming back to school tomorrow sometime, can't wait, we're gonna go smoke hella stogs, get checked out, get drunk all the yummy stuff you know! Haha mum, this is what you made your child resort to. Thank you for all the love, time, caring you've ever shown me (Notice the sarcasm, I moved out when I was 5, stayed gone until 8 or so and then left again at 15. lovely fucking shit aye!)}

^Sincerly,

^Shino

^†

^{Damn I'm sorry I haven't writen in a few days, just...I've been having a rough time, my friends cousin has cancer of the lungs but she doesn't even smoke, how awful is that, I pray for her. Man it's so wicked how everything this year was all kool and then fucked and then even more fucked! I mean it's gotten so bad my mother is a fucking bitch straight up and I can't stand her worth a fuck anymore. It all kinda started the day after I got back to Oregon and I called her to let her know I was alright and I made it fine. I still had like 8 mins to talk to her so I said "Well, when I'm done talking to you ima go walk around." she took it as an escape route and said "oh yeah ok! Well have fun, bye. *click*" fucked up huh. Then the other night I called her and was going to ask her about my graduation things, she started bitching about how I was in school and that they weren't even sure I was going to graduate, I'm graduating the 23rd of Feb. fuck them I'm not graduating, anyway, I said "well, lets not talk about that, lets talk about my stuff that I'm going to need." She said alright and then started bitching about it again, then she was all "Don't yell at me, I'll come over there and beat you up." Fuck like she'd even waste her precious money to get over here and beat me up, fuck that. Then she laughed like it was some kind of fucking joke and shit and she made me cry, she asked if I was still there and I said yeah, then I just hung up, I didn't even wanna talk to her. Today too I had to call her and talk to her about shit again, started yelling like a fucker so I said fuck it and just hung up on her again. Anyway I called my sister after that and found out that the money she was supposed to be sending me, she spent. No money for Shino, no fun for Shino. No stogs for Shino. Forget about Shino. I miss my sister, she's the only one I could ever talk to without feeling too fucked up inside. Ouch, my nail hurts and I need a fucking ciggarette. *sigh* I feel so fucked up right now it's not even kool. I kinda feel eased and shit because of the music I'm listening too, it's not my kind of music but I'm loving it, Mccy-D Style. The song I'm listening to now is called Don't Sign your idenity theft I said by iii, pretty cute sounding huh, sad tune, by an artist I knows brother, pretty kick ass shit.}

^{Besides that, I think my ex is getting friendly again, but I want someone else, sad....fuck I just need to get away from everything, I need to drink. Maybe during spring vacation I'll go to Barstow and party with my sister, nothing wrong in that.}

^{Shino †}

^{God’s Modern Angels}

^{God’s modern angels have no wings.}

^{God’s modern angels have no halos that the human eye can see.}

^{God’s modern angles give gifts, which will forever be.}

^{God’s modern angles have no special power but the love in their hearts.}

^{God’s modern angles heal with modern tools.}

^{God’s modern angles help us from being fools.}

^{God’s modern angles help us to be happy in our worst times, our times of need.}

^{God’s modern angles have hearts of gold and a brimming soul.}

^{God’s modern angles help in our sins.}

^{God’s modern angles help us see the people we’re meant to be.}

^{God’s modern angles are the angles who watch over us in our wake.}

^{God’s modern angles are meant for our sake.}

^{Bless Gods modern angles for always being there for me.}

^{Dedicated to Mary-June B.}

^{‡ Shino ‡}